This is a awesome idea!!! The pain a mother feels is indescribable. It is the most difficult thing I have ever gone through it my lifetime. There is nothing like a mothers love. It is so deep down in your soul that you can not even function most days. You get up thinking and beginning each and every morning, praying to our great lord above to let this be the day your child will stay strong and be able to be free of the horrific addiction that consumes them!!!!! Then you do the same thing all day. And you end your day the same way!!!! You pray, you cry , you beg and you find yourself doing this over and over and over!!!! You awake with the very same thing day after day. Week after week. Month after month. Year after year!!! Never ever giving up on your son and never giving up on my Lord!!! A mother will NEVER give up!!!! We give him to our Lord only to take him back over and over. Everyday we ask for the same thing. I won’t stop loving nor will I ever stop praying!!!! I am his Mother and I will continue to fight battles if if I have no control I know I am not alone in this thought process. It feels that way, but I know there are Mothers that have the same guilt and struggles I face everyday!! May God Bless each and every child, and each and every Mother to believe and trust first in our Lord and second in our children. Know my son that I will love you and pray for you forever and always just know that is the one thing that never changes. There is no gray in our love for our children. To all those who are living my life. I am feeling your pain everyday!!